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How in the world do you Un-ban someone form you LJ that you banned before? I can't figure out how too cause I'm stupid! XP If someone cause tell me that would be great! *hugs all* <3333
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[22 May 2004|08:23pm] |
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Pain = More after holding still for a long time and not moving....*dies* x_x
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[14 May 2004|05:42pm] |
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Hiya everyone! It's me Erin or Kaciachan. I added all of you cause I like this LJ and I wanted to start using it more. O_o So I added the people on my LJ that I thought were good friends of mine. And that would be you guys! XP So....Yea! >_>
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[14 May 2004|04:31pm] |
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O_o I don't know. I like this LJ I think I will use it more. XP
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[16 Feb 2004|09:31pm] |
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Blah. I don't know what is going on. Thinks are just so messed up in my head right. And I have now one to talk to. I really don't, I mean really. I wisht that I had someone to just tell everything to. I can't tell my boyfriend anything anymore. Well I can. but nothing that is realated to my heath or even my life right now. I'm always bitching and he doesn't believe me when I say that I do. My mother and father even say that I do and my grandparents think so and everyone else but him. I don't mean to put him down or anything but I think he is just blinded by love. I really do. Or he is just afraid to hurt me. He isn't going to hurt me. I don't know how maytime I have told him that. But he doesn't seem to listen to that line. Nothing will hurt me as long as he doesn't use me, hit my or slap me or anything like that, or agree with my father or become him. Those are the main things that will hurt me. And so far he hasn't do any of them. So he is fine.
Blah. And I'm worried about my friend. She is in a bad place in her life and I really want to do something about it cause it is hurting her. She is never happy becasue of it and she is getting hurt physically. And I don't want that. And it's all being done by her younger brother. And some of her mother. Well her mother isn't hitting her and shit like her fucking asshole of a brother does. -_- I hate that kid and I would love to take him out. Mothe and I are going to take her entry to the school and see what we can get done throw there. But I don't know if mother is going to do it. She better. Or I'm going to go off on her ass and make her! This has to stop!!!!
And as for my life. I don't even want to get in to it. Hell things just died. My father hates me. My mother is being controled by that stupid bastard called her Husband and my brothers all hate him too! I don't know why she just doesn't leave him. We can make it on our own! Sure we may have to stay at grandmother for a while but who fucking cares at least we can get away from him! >_< I just don't want to get in to is. I really don't.
Well I think I have go my rant done for the night.... Yeah I done. I don't want to get in to it anymore.
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[27 Jan 2004|11:26am] |
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There is nothing to say nor do. Therefore I'm posting on here.
Kacia's Worried list of the day:
- Craig.
[The man is ill and he is up e-mailing me. What does he thing he is doing? I mean really. He is not feeling well! I want him in bed so he can rest! And relax! The man need it and he better be doing it right now or I'm going to come after him! >_< Well I wish I could at least. *cries*]
- My shoulder.
[IT IS KILLING ME! *CRIES AND CRIES SO MORE* I don't know what I did to it but I did it! >_<]
- Me getting out of this school that I'm sitting in right now.
[I'm here because I'm in school. But I don't want to be. I want to be at home. I hate it here. I really do. And now I don't think I will ever get out of this school. If I don't pass math....I'm staying here and finishing school! BUT THIS SP CALLED 'SCHOOL' IS WHAT IS FAILING ME! With all the assholes everywhere! I CAN'T STAND IT HERE! >_<]
Ok yeah. This is so my ranting LJ. I better warn people in the Userinfo that this is my rant LJ to go to my normal LJ to so something a little less bitchy and ranty. >_>
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[14 Jan 2004|11:32am] |
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I really hate everything right now. Nothing is helping me. I'm going to die and you know what I kind of hope I do. I can't take all the bitching. All the fighting and yelling and all this shit! People say "Oh yeah but happy!" But who can you if nothing around you is happy! Oh yeah I'm so happy that my life is falling apart and there is nothing I can do about it! SO HAPPY! NOT!!!! No one cares anymore! All they care about is what the get! They don't give a shit about my feelings! They never did! There just using me again like everyone always has! They ask me for help but then they turn around and stab me in the back!
*dies and is sick of shit.*
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[21 Nov 2003|08:20pm] |
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I have nothing to say but I'm typing anyway.
Well I have on thing to rant about.
WHY?!?! I swear! I don't get people! My friend doesn't come to school and her boyfriend starts hitting on me! Well I don't think he was hittig on me but DAMN! He was all huggy and shit! And he NEVER does that in front of her now! (Casue there going out!) And he says that he doesn't feel right hugging other girls when he has a girlfriend! Ok. Then what the hell why that!?!?! >_<
I mean shit! He was hugging me, tickling me, playing around with me! Like we use to do when him and her weren't going out!
Man...I feel so used. I'm second best again....
I know I shouldn't be bitching about this cause I have my own boyfriend....but still....i can't help but feel used and second best.
I'm always second best. As long as she is there I will be. (My friend.) Sure I like her as a friend but damn. When it comes to guys....I don't like that. Cause I will think some guy is cute but come to find out they like her. Not me. But her. Then when they can't get her. They go for me.
I'm always second best.
But I have my own boyfriend and I wasn't second best to him! I was number one! That makes me feel good. And I'm smiling a little as I type this line. He is such a Sweetheart. But was is sad is that I have to go there states away to be number one. Oh well. At least I know I'm loved for who I am. Not for what I do or have. But for just being me. I really love him. And miss him so much. I wish I could hug him right now. Man just to hold his hand....*sighs* Well I get to see him next week. I think he is on the raod travling home right now cause he was down in Oragon.(O_o That's to far for me.) I hope he is ok. I'm worried about him. He wasn't acting right the last time I talked to him. I hope he is ok.
Well I think this is long enough.
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[17 Nov 2003|08:42am] |
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Long time no Type! ^-^ This is weird! I always up date this thing at school! WHY! O_o Oh well I have a new Community! It's called ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) rpg_gamer. It is the coolest thing! People really like the Idea of it! I think this is cool! I have a community that is going to get some where! ^-^ Woohoo! ^-^
Ahhhh...a little bad news....NO TEHSHADOW! Witch means no boyfriend....*crys* no hugs and kisses...no surpise hellos....NOTHING!!!! *Crys more* Oh well I have to get going...ack stupid keyboarding...-_-
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[22 Oct 2003|08:17am] |
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I'm in school agaib....in Keyboarding...the Network is down! AGAIN!!!! >___< Oh well! That just means no work for me! Woo hoo! I hate this class cause it's so boring! I need something to do that will make me learn something! You know what i'm going to ask him if i can do something more advents! My be he will let me do something that is with my level of learning in this class! Like HTML, Javascript! SOMETHING!
Okie just talked him! And he is not sure what to do with me but He said he will try to get something to challenge me! Woohoo! Yeah! Something to do that doesn't bore me to death! YEAH!!!! *Glomps you all cause she is sooooooooooo happy!*
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[09 Oct 2003|10:32pm] |
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MUHAHAHAHAHA!!! I'M SAINT!!!!! YES!!!
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[05 Oct 2003|03:04pm] |
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Yeah!!!! New LJ!!!! I love my new Lj! I love the name and all! ^-^ Now I just have to get everything going on it!!!! Like a nice Layout! ^-^ I should put Sephy on here! ^-^ YEAH!! I WILL DO THAT!!! *Runs to up date layout!*
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